*sigh*

See, the problem is, I really want to make good posts. I do. But, it seems that the rare occassions I have to actually take the time to do so, I'm not feeling particularly introspective. Which sucks, really. There's a part of me that wants to perform. I mean, I know I make some damn good, self-introspective, thoughtful posts. (profundis said so!) And I know that those are my favorite kinds of posts to read. So, part of me wants to be of the subset of LJ users that makes (what I consider to be) really good posts. So, I feel like I've been a bit lax in that lately. And, not just for others. I haven't been doing a lot of contemplation myself. I actually contemplate better when I do journal entries - something about getting it all down on "paper", letting my fingers flow as quick as my thoughts. It's a good thing for me, and I learn a lot about myself, life in general, etc..

But, right now, time is an issue, as is, like I said, my mood to do so. My mood to do so might be moreso if I knew I had unlimited time, but blckwngdorcl and I are planning (for the 3rd week in a row) to go to Town Center Border Pagans tonight, and I'd like this not to be the third botched attempt at it.

So, I'll make an open date with myself (and the readers of this LJ) to make a "good" post. In the meantime, I've been reading everything on my Friends list, and keeping up. Found, as always, lots of quizzes that everyone is doing, so, of course, I had to take them. I keep taking them, and saving the html tags in a notepad on my desktop, so I can post them eventually. So, what I end up with is mainly fluffy or practically nonexistent LJ posts, with lots of quizzes.

Gods, please believe that I'm more substantial than ( this... )

Where's the Beef?

Well, here, I'm thinking. :)

There are so many posts that I could make. So many thoughts flitting through my head.

I think, however, I'll start with the one I'm still kinda turning over in my own head. Maybe writing it down will help me sort it out.

( Disappointment )