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bookofmirrorsY'know, I've been holding back that entry for a long time. Mostly out of a fear of hurting ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
simplysakka, even after I warned her I was going to make such an entry. Like, months ago.
And, now that I've written it, it wasn't nearly as cathartic as I was hoping it would be.
This could be for one of two reasons.
1 - I have enough distance from it now, since it's been so long since it first popped into my head, that I've been able to effectively shield myself from it.
2 - (and I sincerely hope that this is the case) I've had a lot of time to process it, both consciously and subconsciously, and I've actually gone deeper into that than I realize, and I really didn't NEED the entry as much as I thought I did.
Well, be that as it may, I'm gonna take a short break.
simplysakka, even after I warned her I was going to make such an entry. Like, months ago. And, now that I've written it, it wasn't nearly as cathartic as I was hoping it would be.
This could be for one of two reasons.
1 - I have enough distance from it now, since it's been so long since it first popped into my head, that I've been able to effectively shield myself from it.
2 - (and I sincerely hope that this is the case) I've had a lot of time to process it, both consciously and subconsciously, and I've actually gone deeper into that than I realize, and I really didn't NEED the entry as much as I thought I did.
Well, be that as it may, I'm gonna take a short break.
