Revelations of all Kinds, Part Two
May. 14th, 2003 07:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bookofmirrorsOK, I finally made it home after cashing checks and dropping the lovely and wonderful ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
blckwngdorcl off at work. I love that man. :)
Anyway, to
My thoughts on the metasymbology cards:
Basically, I think yesterday and today kinda blended into the same day for me. If you go by the clock and believe that today started at midnight last night, then today's card is appropriate in allsortsa ways. If you go by the "practical" application of time and believe that yesterday continued until I went to bed last night (at around 5:00am this morning), then yesterday's card also applies to today. OK, I know I'm stretching it, but it makes a lot of sense under the circumstances. This will actually make a lot more sense when I get to the readings that were done last night/this morning. But more on that later.
My thoughts on my aura photograph, with my remembrances of what the reader said:
First of all,profundis has agreed to scan all the photos for me, so I can post it someday soon. For now, though, I'll just tell you that the photograph is very pretty. Just about exactly what it says, with the aura itself going out to almost the very top of the picture. The one thing the readout doesn't mention is that I have this rainbow (red moving downwards to the blue) kind of between my heart and my right shoulder. I wish I could remember what she said that meant. Maybe blckwngdorcl does. Anyway, there are also a lot of light spots over my head, which she said are my spirit guides, and she said I had a lot of them right now. Too bad I can't seem to tell. Might be a result of the Pan Dimensional Healing, or maybe they've been there for a while. I have no way of telling. She also pointed out a five-pointed star over my head while we were there, and it was obvious to all of us at the time, but I can't seem to make it out now. If I recall correctly, she said that was something else related to spirituality. Dammit. Next time, I'm taking a tape recorder. :)
Also, about the graph that I decided not to try to re-create on LJ, 'cause it would have been a pain in the ass. There's a line of asterisks that goes across at a certain point. I wish I had noticed it when I was there.blckwngdorcl noticed it in the car later on all the readings and wondered what it was, and neither of us really knew. But I do remember her saying something about how, in my picture, my aura went pretty much all the way to the top, but on the printout, mine didn't go very high (presumably over that line). In contrast, blckwngdorcl's aura in the photo was very close to his body/head, but he was pretty much off the scale on the printout. It had something to do with, for him, he was controlling himself so much that his aura was drawn in towards him, but he actually had a shitload going on. With me, I wasn't trying to control my aura, but it was more grounded, or something like that. She didn't use those words. blckwngdorcl help?
I was very pleased overall about the colors. This is very much in keeping with what Christa andmeadowhawk said at Samhain when they said I was starting on my Path, and it was a spiritual one. It also very much goes in keeping with my own idea of myself as a healer. I am, it would seem, finally coming into my own when it comes to that. I also find it interesting that the printout makes a distinction between a health care worker (which I currently am by profession) and a healer, which is what I want to work toward. She also said something very interesting. There was a spot off my right shoulder that she pointed out, and said that I don't always feel like I have to be right, but I know I always am. It's interesting, and I don't remember if I've posted this before or not, but this describes me exactly. I was telling blckwngdorcl this maybe a month or two ago. My intuition and knowledge of human nature is excellent. If I truly believe someone's motivation or thought pattern is a particular thing, I've never been proven wrong. Even when I've confronted the person with it, and they've denied it, I've *known* better, and usually just let them go on believing whatever they want to believe. But on more than one occassion, they've come back to me (sometimes years later) and told me I was right all along. Which, I must admit, is nice and validating, but it's also nice to know that people can acknowledge stuff so that they can move on later. I think somewhere in this particular discussion, she mentioned something about me not needing things to always be my way. I mentioned that I've been manipulative in the past, and have been working very hard to not be that way. "Well, you've succeeded!" she told me. THAT'S very nice to hear. Of course, I'm not entirely positive it's accurate, which may become more apparent in later parts of this post. (Or later posts, if I decide to break it up.) Anyway, I was very pleased with it.
My thoughts on our combined aura photograph, with my remembrances of what the reader said:
First of all, the pic for this is fucking awesome. The aura itself pretty much bleeds off the page, and it's so beautiful and vibrant. There's a big red mushroom-cloud-looking (or, now that I look at it, it also looks like a tree) thing coming up through and over us. For reference, I was on the right andblckwngdorcl on the left. I love this reading. Basically, it says to me that we're really good for each other, we're not going to hold each other back, and that we'll in fact help each other along the way. Which, basically I already knew, but sometimes when life gets in the way, doubts ensue, and it's nice to have an unbiased outside perspective. I wonder what it would look like if two enemies had their photo taken, or two people with major conflicts? Anyway, I love the part where it says we would be good as entertainers or spiritual leaders. I find it interesting that blckwngdorcl has gotten this exact same message in meditations and other spiritual connections. Perhaps I'm not so far from his path as I think. It also said we could conquer the world.
:)
And that seems like as good a place as any to end this entry and go on to the next one; grab myself a new CD and some cookies, and get back to posting all these lovely things that have been happening to me lately.
blckwngdorcl off at work. I love that man. :)Anyway, to
My thoughts on the metasymbology cards:
Basically, I think yesterday and today kinda blended into the same day for me. If you go by the clock and believe that today started at midnight last night, then today's card is appropriate in allsortsa ways. If you go by the "practical" application of time and believe that yesterday continued until I went to bed last night (at around 5:00am this morning), then yesterday's card also applies to today. OK, I know I'm stretching it, but it makes a lot of sense under the circumstances. This will actually make a lot more sense when I get to the readings that were done last night/this morning. But more on that later.
My thoughts on my aura photograph, with my remembrances of what the reader said:
First of all,
profundis has agreed to scan all the photos for me, so I can post it someday soon. For now, though, I'll just tell you that the photograph is very pretty. Just about exactly what it says, with the aura itself going out to almost the very top of the picture. The one thing the readout doesn't mention is that I have this rainbow (red moving downwards to the blue) kind of between my heart and my right shoulder. I wish I could remember what she said that meant. Maybe blckwngdorcl does. Anyway, there are also a lot of light spots over my head, which she said are my spirit guides, and she said I had a lot of them right now. Too bad I can't seem to tell. Might be a result of the Pan Dimensional Healing, or maybe they've been there for a while. I have no way of telling. She also pointed out a five-pointed star over my head while we were there, and it was obvious to all of us at the time, but I can't seem to make it out now. If I recall correctly, she said that was something else related to spirituality. Dammit. Next time, I'm taking a tape recorder. :) Also, about the graph that I decided not to try to re-create on LJ, 'cause it would have been a pain in the ass. There's a line of asterisks that goes across at a certain point. I wish I had noticed it when I was there.
blckwngdorcl noticed it in the car later on all the readings and wondered what it was, and neither of us really knew. But I do remember her saying something about how, in my picture, my aura went pretty much all the way to the top, but on the printout, mine didn't go very high (presumably over that line). In contrast, blckwngdorcl's aura in the photo was very close to his body/head, but he was pretty much off the scale on the printout. It had something to do with, for him, he was controlling himself so much that his aura was drawn in towards him, but he actually had a shitload going on. With me, I wasn't trying to control my aura, but it was more grounded, or something like that. She didn't use those words. blckwngdorcl help?I was very pleased overall about the colors. This is very much in keeping with what Christa and
meadowhawk said at Samhain when they said I was starting on my Path, and it was a spiritual one. It also very much goes in keeping with my own idea of myself as a healer. I am, it would seem, finally coming into my own when it comes to that. I also find it interesting that the printout makes a distinction between a health care worker (which I currently am by profession) and a healer, which is what I want to work toward. She also said something very interesting. There was a spot off my right shoulder that she pointed out, and said that I don't always feel like I have to be right, but I know I always am. It's interesting, and I don't remember if I've posted this before or not, but this describes me exactly. I was telling blckwngdorcl this maybe a month or two ago. My intuition and knowledge of human nature is excellent. If I truly believe someone's motivation or thought pattern is a particular thing, I've never been proven wrong. Even when I've confronted the person with it, and they've denied it, I've *known* better, and usually just let them go on believing whatever they want to believe. But on more than one occassion, they've come back to me (sometimes years later) and told me I was right all along. Which, I must admit, is nice and validating, but it's also nice to know that people can acknowledge stuff so that they can move on later. I think somewhere in this particular discussion, she mentioned something about me not needing things to always be my way. I mentioned that I've been manipulative in the past, and have been working very hard to not be that way. "Well, you've succeeded!" she told me. THAT'S very nice to hear. Of course, I'm not entirely positive it's accurate, which may become more apparent in later parts of this post. (Or later posts, if I decide to break it up.) Anyway, I was very pleased with it. My thoughts on our combined aura photograph, with my remembrances of what the reader said:
First of all, the pic for this is fucking awesome. The aura itself pretty much bleeds off the page, and it's so beautiful and vibrant. There's a big red mushroom-cloud-looking (or, now that I look at it, it also looks like a tree) thing coming up through and over us. For reference, I was on the right and
blckwngdorcl on the left. I love this reading. Basically, it says to me that we're really good for each other, we're not going to hold each other back, and that we'll in fact help each other along the way. Which, basically I already knew, but sometimes when life gets in the way, doubts ensue, and it's nice to have an unbiased outside perspective. I wonder what it would look like if two enemies had their photo taken, or two people with major conflicts? Anyway, I love the part where it says we would be good as entertainers or spiritual leaders. I find it interesting that blckwngdorcl has gotten this exact same message in meditations and other spiritual connections. Perhaps I'm not so far from his path as I think. It also said we could conquer the world. :)
And that seems like as good a place as any to end this entry and go on to the next one; grab myself a new CD and some cookies, and get back to posting all these lovely things that have been happening to me lately.
