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bookofmirrorsWell, I appear to be awake for a while, if not the duration. I tried going to bed shortly after my last post, and was so fucking cold... I snuggled up to the polar bear husband, who keeps it FREEZING in the house at night. To his credit, I've seen him wake up and sit bolt upright out of a sound sleep ready to vomit on more than one occassion, if he gets too hot at night, so it's kind of a necessity for him. And, I actually like it colder in the house to sleep, so I can snuggle under several and/or thick blankets.
But tonight, I was literally shivering, even pressed up as close to him as I could. I finally got up to take a hot shower, which tends to be the only thing that will really warm me up in those circumstances. It did, and I crawled back into bed, but now I can't sleep. I'm wearing clothes (blasphemy!) now, in hopes of maintaining my post-shower heat, and sitting idly on the computer, with not much of a clue as to what to do. Too bad I'm not really in an introspective posty mood, 'cause this would be a perfect opportunity for that.
It makes me wish our meditation room really was a meditation room, 'cause I'd find myself a book and curl up and read. I have visions of there being a papasan chair in there for that purpose (even though
BlckwngdOrcl isn't fond of them). *shrug* That's one of the things in the house that'll require some shopping, both to clear it out (need shelves and containers for storage) and to revamp it into a meditation room (big curtain, shelves, cabinets, papasan) of my current vision. Ah, well.
Till then, I'll be surfing idly. I'm hoping to get sleepy again.
But tonight, I was literally shivering, even pressed up as close to him as I could. I finally got up to take a hot shower, which tends to be the only thing that will really warm me up in those circumstances. It did, and I crawled back into bed, but now I can't sleep. I'm wearing clothes (blasphemy!) now, in hopes of maintaining my post-shower heat, and sitting idly on the computer, with not much of a clue as to what to do. Too bad I'm not really in an introspective posty mood, 'cause this would be a perfect opportunity for that.
It makes me wish our meditation room really was a meditation room, 'cause I'd find myself a book and curl up and read. I have visions of there being a papasan chair in there for that purpose (even though
BlckwngdOrcl isn't fond of them). *shrug* That's one of the things in the house that'll require some shopping, both to clear it out (need shelves and containers for storage) and to revamp it into a meditation room (big curtain, shelves, cabinets, papasan) of my current vision. Ah, well.Till then, I'll be surfing idly. I'm hoping to get sleepy again.
