Pan Dimensional Healing
Apr. 29th, 2003 09:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bookofmirrorsWell, I had my first session today. Apparently, I get to have more later. :)
Maria and her husband and fellow student Ken came over to work on![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
blckwngdorcl and I simultaneously, since there was a mixup with the address/directions, so they couldn't make it to the first appointment.
They ended up doing us in separate rooms. They described what they were going to do. Basically, they were going to readjust the chakras (for things like displacement, problems with rotation, axis, etc.), and hit certain pressure points to release stored up energy. Then they would do some sort of healing grid (or maybe that happened before, I don't remember...keiracaitlyn?) Then, your Higher Self, or Selves, would come down and work on you. Everyone, of course, experiences something different.
Here's what I experienced.
I laid down on the floor in the computer room (which is also where our altar is). Ken worked on some various pressure points, apparently doing something that was the equivalent of pulling out an energetic cork to allow the stored up negative energy to release. He was saying that it sprays out like a fountain until it dies away. I couldn't really feel it as it happened, but when he was done, and letting me lie there with all these fountains draining off, I could actually feel it. The best way I can describe it (which probably isn't going to help anyone reading this at all) is that it reminded me of some of the scenes I've done with my online dom. We've done some darker things, including (willing!) human sacrifice, slow bloodletting and some other stuff. I usually get so involved in the scenes, I'll literally get woozy, light-headed, altered consciousness. This felt very much like that. I definitely felt much lighter when it was all done.
Then, he did some tonal things, apparently to call down the "Highers", as he called them. I could feel my head getting warm, feel the energy. He called again, and my arms and hands got very tingly. Strong energy. He said that the arms and hands had some significance, but I don't remember what it was, now. Then (I can't remember if he called again, or not), I could feel this warmth in my groin area. Hard to describe it. Not sexual. At some point, I felt something like a kneading, in what I later realized was the area of my ovaries. I mentioned it to Ken, who took a minute to check that out, and said that the Highers were trying to work out a section of blocked energy that needed more work, and he was being told to ask me if I was ready to release it. This kind of took me aback. I really didn't feel ready or not-ready. I figured if they were working on it at all, I must be, right? But I figured the important thing was for me to prepare myself to release it, to give it permission, so I did, even though it took me a little while. None of the releases were really painful, so much as I expected them to be, even that one, but there was definitely an ache afterwards in my ovaries area.
That was pretty much it. I asked him afterwards what had happened from his point of view, and he talked about 12 planes/dimensions, and how everyone's experience is different. In my case, I had apparently started out with level 2, then 3, then skipped up to 7. Not entirely sure what that means.
Anyway, he was told that I needed another session, and he divined that it should be in 28 days. Not surprising, given the focus of it.blckwngdorcl's is in a week, 'cause apparently that's what's right for him.
Afterwards, you're supposed to rub yourself down in sea salt, or take a hot soak in sea salt, followed immediately by a COLD shower. I wasn't real happy with this. Cold water is the one thing that will pretty much make me lose my shit. But, as I did it, I think that was kinda the point. The shock of it, which pretty much always sends me into immediate tears, and did this time as well, seemed to force some of the excess emotions out that were maybe left over from the session. Also, I noticed I acclimated to the water much easier than I ever remember doing before. I think I actually laughed. I think I was being shown that the sudden scary releases don't have to be so scary.
Afterwards, I felt the need to take a nap, which I did for about 4 hours, I think. I had another dream about my grandpa dying, about getting that phone call from my parents. I could hear tones in the background, and I either woke up, or dreamt I did, and at the time, I knew where the tones were coming from, but can't remember now.
Anyway, I'm looking forward to my next session!
Maria and her husband and fellow student Ken came over to work on
blckwngdorcl and I simultaneously, since there was a mixup with the address/directions, so they couldn't make it to the first appointment.They ended up doing us in separate rooms. They described what they were going to do. Basically, they were going to readjust the chakras (for things like displacement, problems with rotation, axis, etc.), and hit certain pressure points to release stored up energy. Then they would do some sort of healing grid (or maybe that happened before, I don't remember...
keiracaitlyn?) Then, your Higher Self, or Selves, would come down and work on you. Everyone, of course, experiences something different.Here's what I experienced.
I laid down on the floor in the computer room (which is also where our altar is). Ken worked on some various pressure points, apparently doing something that was the equivalent of pulling out an energetic cork to allow the stored up negative energy to release. He was saying that it sprays out like a fountain until it dies away. I couldn't really feel it as it happened, but when he was done, and letting me lie there with all these fountains draining off, I could actually feel it. The best way I can describe it (which probably isn't going to help anyone reading this at all) is that it reminded me of some of the scenes I've done with my online dom. We've done some darker things, including (willing!) human sacrifice, slow bloodletting and some other stuff. I usually get so involved in the scenes, I'll literally get woozy, light-headed, altered consciousness. This felt very much like that. I definitely felt much lighter when it was all done.
Then, he did some tonal things, apparently to call down the "Highers", as he called them. I could feel my head getting warm, feel the energy. He called again, and my arms and hands got very tingly. Strong energy. He said that the arms and hands had some significance, but I don't remember what it was, now. Then (I can't remember if he called again, or not), I could feel this warmth in my groin area. Hard to describe it. Not sexual. At some point, I felt something like a kneading, in what I later realized was the area of my ovaries. I mentioned it to Ken, who took a minute to check that out, and said that the Highers were trying to work out a section of blocked energy that needed more work, and he was being told to ask me if I was ready to release it. This kind of took me aback. I really didn't feel ready or not-ready. I figured if they were working on it at all, I must be, right? But I figured the important thing was for me to prepare myself to release it, to give it permission, so I did, even though it took me a little while. None of the releases were really painful, so much as I expected them to be, even that one, but there was definitely an ache afterwards in my ovaries area.
That was pretty much it. I asked him afterwards what had happened from his point of view, and he talked about 12 planes/dimensions, and how everyone's experience is different. In my case, I had apparently started out with level 2, then 3, then skipped up to 7. Not entirely sure what that means.
Anyway, he was told that I needed another session, and he divined that it should be in 28 days. Not surprising, given the focus of it.
blckwngdorcl's is in a week, 'cause apparently that's what's right for him.Afterwards, you're supposed to rub yourself down in sea salt, or take a hot soak in sea salt, followed immediately by a COLD shower. I wasn't real happy with this. Cold water is the one thing that will pretty much make me lose my shit. But, as I did it, I think that was kinda the point. The shock of it, which pretty much always sends me into immediate tears, and did this time as well, seemed to force some of the excess emotions out that were maybe left over from the session. Also, I noticed I acclimated to the water much easier than I ever remember doing before. I think I actually laughed. I think I was being shown that the sudden scary releases don't have to be so scary.
Afterwards, I felt the need to take a nap, which I did for about 4 hours, I think. I had another dream about my grandpa dying, about getting that phone call from my parents. I could hear tones in the background, and I either woke up, or dreamt I did, and at the time, I knew where the tones were coming from, but can't remember now.
Anyway, I'm looking forward to my next session!
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To answer some of your questions...
Date: 2003-04-30 02:21 pm (UTC)A lot of people experience additional releases while in the shower/bath. Sometimes it's easier to let go of the crap when you're by yourself.
I'm glad it went well!