And So It Begins...

Well, since the three of us have made our intentions clear, things have been HAPPENING.

It's like the Universe has been holding a bunch of shit back until that final "click". Now that we've made it "official" to each other, and now to the public, things are just dropping on our heads. It's been an emotional roller coaster. It's like the Universe is saying, "I was being nice to you before, because you didn't have the tools you needed to deal with this long-standing issue. But now that the three of you are together, I know you can handle anything. Try this!" *catchfumblerecover* "Not bad! What about this one?" *stumblecrawlwalkrun* "Hey, that's pretty good! I'll give you a break for a while, but just wait and see what's next!"

It would be funny if it weren't happening to me.

Really, though, it's refreshing in its own way. Very little of what's being lobbed our way is affecting our relationship, and when it does, it has invariably made it stronger, made it frightenly obvious the type of connection we have and the strength that comes from it. All the stuff that's been coming up has been personal stuff for each of us. We've laughed, cried, held each other, supported each other, and come through the other side. Some things are still pending, but we have a game plan, so to speak. And we have each other. The shots from the Universe have been coming pretty rapid-fire. It's all scary shit, and I know that it's just going to get harder as we increase our skills in dealing with it.

But, oh, the growth I'm seeing, in all of us. I feel stronger. I see the strength in them. And not just the blustery strength of the cowardly braggart, but the quiet strength and courage of the man who can allow his emotions to the surface and cry without shame, and still come out the other side stronger for it.

My horoscope mocks me today, as does my metasymbology. Most especially, keiracaitlyn's General Daily Overview. All giving hints of things to come. Not that things like that don't always, but it just seems more focused and poignant today.

I'm nervous, but ready.

Damn...