And So It Begins...

[bookofmirrors]

Well, since the three of us have made our intentions clear, things have been HAPPENING.

It's like the Universe has been holding a bunch of shit back until that final "click". Now that we've made it "official" to each other, and now to the public, things are just dropping on our heads. It's been an emotional roller coaster. It's like the Universe is saying, "I was being nice to you before, because you didn't have the tools you needed to deal with this long-standing issue. But now that the three of you are together, I know you can handle anything. Try this!" *catchfumblerecover* "Not bad! What about this one?" *stumblecrawlwalkrun* "Hey, that's pretty good! I'll give you a break for a while, but just wait and see what's next!"

It would be funny if it weren't happening to me.

Really, though, it's refreshing in its own way. Very little of what's being lobbed our way is affecting our relationship, and when it does, it has invariably made it stronger, made it frightenly obvious the type of connection we have and the strength that comes from it. All the stuff that's been coming up has been personal stuff for each of us. We've laughed, cried, held each other, supported each other, and come through the other side. Some things are still pending, but we have a game plan, so to speak. And we have each other. The shots from the Universe have been coming pretty rapid-fire. It's all scary shit, and I know that it's just going to get harder as we increase our skills in dealing with it.

But, oh, the growth I'm seeing, in all of us. I feel stronger. I see the strength in them. And not just the blustery strength of the cowardly braggart, but the quiet strength and courage of the man who can allow his emotions to the surface and cry without shame, and still come out the other side stronger for it.

My horoscope mocks me today, as does my metasymbology. Most especially, keiracaitlyn's General Daily Overview. All giving hints of things to come. Not that things like that don't always, but it just seems more focused and poignant today.

I'm nervous, but ready.

Damn...

Comments

[savage-rose.livejournal.com]

I hate that kind of testing when it happens to me, especially when I feel like I'm on the right path. It's like..."What do you WANT already?"

Much, much, luck with everything. ::hugs::

[elorie.livejournal.com]

I do find it funny, because it's not me. Currently. Well, it's sort of me, only in a different form and with different players...one of which is that infamous Feri Current of Energy, that will knock you on your ass and turn your life upside down...

I do think that relationships can and often do function as spiritual paths, or expressions of your personal spiritual path. So the things that happen when you're on the right path...being faced with your shit, for example...tend to happen. A similar thing happens in covens. Any time there's a discharge of divine energy, deep currents moving through you, the same sort of thing happens. Things get stirred up, come to the surface, and...hopefully...get dealt with in a constructive way.

You were expecting something different?

[chimerawinds.livejournal.com]

don't be nervous, Ryan and I are very happy for all 3 of you and you have our support. All of you at Harmony. We are sending good energy your way. Take care, sweet