Workshop, Day Three

Actually, let me talk a little bit about last night before I go on to today.

I went upstairs after making my previous entry, and talked with blckwngdorcl. To be honest, I don't even remember what I said. All I know is that it ended up with me sobbing in his arms for a long time, and him holding me. I remember finally opening my eyes, and him saying to me that he was still here, and not going anywhere. That meant a lot to me.

He said later that I was as angry as he'd ever seen me be at him. Actually, I would have thought it was the first time he stayed out all night gaming with people when we didn't all live in the same house. But, perhaps the energy was different.

Anyway.

( Today's Workshop was really low-key. )

Addendum

I almost forgot. After today's workshop, I told Walid a little bit about the upcoming event, The Dreaming, and mentioned there was going to be a section of the gathering devoted to sacred sexuality, and asked if I could use any of the exercises he was showing us there. He was very pleased that I asked. He said (paraphrasing) that he loved to share his work, and that he felt very respected when he was asked for permission by those intending to do the sharing. He said he didn't like it if people just took, but if they asked, he was happy to give permission. So, I need to get together with tojuwa and gaeasson at some point to mention/discuss this with them.