bookofmirrors | Random Thoughts

Had a good day today. Easter with the in-laws isn't really a bad thing, even the prayer before the meal rejoicing about being Christians on this holiest of days. :)

Came home to

lunenoire, who desired to pamper me. I actually hem-hawed a little, but it was wonderful. I've had some agenda, some job, something to do/accomplish/go to all week, and since I worked yesterday, followed by dinner with

profundis and

logomancer, then this morning sorting the laundry for

simplysakka, then heading over to the in-laws, and knowing I had to go to my client's later tonight... well, I never really had a chance to turn off this weekend. I did have Wednesday with

blckwngdorcl, but it was hard to turn off then, too, and I had a lot of things on my mind at the time. Much good discussion was had, but I can't say it was relaxing, per se, other than just being with him tends to be so. I had mentioned the other night how hard it was to relax, and

lunenoire made it his personal mission to relax me.

It worked. I certainly didn't want to wake up from the nap I had afterwards, but I did feel more relaxed and more connected as I drove to my client's.

That's really what I miss. I so rarely feel connected anymore. I'm usually having to be "on" so much that I purposefully (if usually subconsciously) disconnect as a safety mechanism. If I allowed myself to feel myself, how tired I usually am, how run down, how little me time I have (or allow myself to take), I wouldn't be able to do what I do.

So, many thanks for that moment of relaxation, and connectedness. :)

I'm looking very much forward to my class this weekend. 5 days of nothing but connectedness. And good-for-me food.

Hmmmmm... nothing new to really report. I really wanna think of 5 questions to ask

isarma and

jupitercornwall, mostly 'cause I want interviewed myself, but I can rarely think of one thoughtful question when those memes come around... oh well.

Anyway, I'm off to bed. :)