bookofmirrors | Last Night's Dream

So, I'm at a swim meet, watching with

tbrents. Not sure why we were there. To the best of my knowledge, none of us have any interest in that sort of thing in real life. That was actually pretty brief, and either it morphed into

tbrents place, or we went there through some other means that I don't remember. Anyway,

blckwngdorcl went downstairs to the computer room (which, in real life, is actually upstairs) to geek out, and

tbrents and I were curled up on the couch, watching TV. The couch, incidentally, was opposite the fireplace, where, in real life, the armchair sits. So, we're snuggling and whatnot, and someone comes in. Kinda like a SWAT team, but with less noise and fanfare. Maybe more like FBI agents.

blckwngdorcl is still in the basement, completely oblivious to all this, while they're trying to haul

tbrents and I away for reasons I'm not particularly clear on. It's all very quiet, with very little struggling on either of our parts, and very little pushing and shoving on theirs, but there was still a sense of being taken away, of confusion, of this-just-isn't-right. I don't really remember what happened after that.

The reason this dream strikes me as noteworthy, is because just a few nights ago,

blckwngdorcl had two dreams. In one, he and I were at a hotel with some people, and I had left the room to go do something, and when I came back, he said I was crying, and he realized I'd just been raped. In the second dream, I was at

tbrents house, and we were otherwise occupied and some guy or guys came in and raped me before either of us knew what was happening.

blckwngdorcl said that in this dream, I got pregnant from it, and we went to court, and the guy got a very light sentence, and was pretty much gloating about the whole thing. (Correct me if I'm getting the details wrong, hon.)

Strangely enough, I'm having no fears related to going to

tbrents house after all this, but it does make one wonder............ :)

And, actually, I think all this is the Universe's way of prodding me (as it has been continuously for WEEKS) to make the entry that I'm going to make shortly, after some probably useless background information on myself that I'm going to post to give people perspective on my own history with the subject (which isn't really the subject, but I have a feeling that's what people are going to focus on), and hopefully to minimize the number of people who are going to want to kick my ass after I make the post. Which, of course, is the real reason I haven't posted it yet to begin with.

So, might as well get on with it...