BlogSpot Entry
Dec. 30th, 2002 11:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bookofmirrorsI hate not having a computer at home (that works and has all the necessary parts).
There's so many things that are going on in my head, and so many things that happened on the trip to/from Indiana, and things that have been going on here in Atlanta, and with me, and friends.
There are so many things I have to SAY.
But, my computer access is limited to work, and much as I hate to admit it, I'm still a little gunshy about posting all that sort of stuff here. Partially, I'm just not in the right headspace here to be able to re-create the feelings and give them justice on "paper", and I really want to do that. It matters to me. Partially, I'm afraid of opening myself up that much in a public forum. Which is weird, since every person here right now would be welcome to read this journal... well... it would be weird if Tim did... but still... that wouldn't be too hard of a leap of faith. But it's hard for me to do that here.
So, basically, I'm checking in, just to let people know I'm still here. And I've got a lot to write when I feel in a better space (literally and figuratively) to do so.
There's so many things that are going on in my head, and so many things that happened on the trip to/from Indiana, and things that have been going on here in Atlanta, and with me, and friends.
There are so many things I have to SAY.
But, my computer access is limited to work, and much as I hate to admit it, I'm still a little gunshy about posting all that sort of stuff here. Partially, I'm just not in the right headspace here to be able to re-create the feelings and give them justice on "paper", and I really want to do that. It matters to me. Partially, I'm afraid of opening myself up that much in a public forum. Which is weird, since every person here right now would be welcome to read this journal... well... it would be weird if Tim did... but still... that wouldn't be too hard of a leap of faith. But it's hard for me to do that here.
So, basically, I'm checking in, just to let people know I'm still here. And I've got a lot to write when I feel in a better space (literally and figuratively) to do so.
